Some, find in it their work, some find it in friends, in family, some find it in love, some find it in God and the few don't quite seem to ever find it.
The fact of the matter is that no one will ever really know if you have found that one thing; that one thing in your life that makes you feel complete.
Through the smiles and laughs, everyone still has their dark story hidden within that they don't want to talk about. That they would feel ashamed of or just feel the hurt and sadness all over again.
There's no turning back the clock, there's no opening of that same door again where you can just walk in and change one small bit in that room.
The door's shut, the chapter has been closed. All that's left is being able to look through the window and see and remember and learn. To grow and mature.
Everyday we enter a different room, we bring different things and people in there. We put up walls within that room because we don't want people to see certain people or things in our lives for one reason or another. We create our memories in there, build relationships or change them. We try to make that room a wonderful adventure for ourselves and to share with the people we bring into the rooms to experience.
But sometimes, what's uninvited finds it's way into the room, and we either settle it, play along with it or ignore it. Then, just like a party at home, it eventually comes to a stop. Gradually, in time, people leave and go their own way. And you, left in that room do the touch ups and eventually leave the room, with the memories, good or bad left there.
The next day we find ourselves opening another door when we open our eyes....
Life's what you make of it. If you go to a website and it's all junk or all it does is scare the crap outta you, you don't find yourself re-visiting that site, unless you can find something which can benefit you in one way or another, if not it's just a waste of time.
Just my thoughts at almost 3am in the morning. Perhaps more may come tmr.
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